Well so... this is my question: What is it that makes some ppl lucky and some ppl not?
and what makes some ppl good students and others not, or what makes some ppl good lovers and others lousy ones.
I meen i want to learn and study and stuff but theres this appathy that just ruins it for me, i want to be lucky and happy but theres something that just trips me when i just get up and this meaninglessness in my life that haunts my all the time. and a lover id like to be but i just cant get myself to go and prectice because as you know the three p's are the basics of all sports and things u can be good at: practice, practice, practice. I like men and some men (few, a happy few) like me.
but what universal power is it that is fucking things up for every1, is it ourselves or is it the little angst leprecaun that lives in everyones toe.
If you are religious do you think god is testing you, from how well you take a stub in the toe while you're carrying alot of books or an annoing person calling while youre sick and have a headache?
is he up there with a big notepad going "this one gets an A- very good, ah but that one gets a C+ tsk... tsk... tsk... hope he does better when his hamster explodes"
I meen why is it that life just continues to bombard these anoiences onto us?
cuz ive got enough of problems and like most of you they are my fault but these little things that make life unberable are just a killer.

this has been "pointless ranting" by Spooky!